Tired.

Really.. I'm not in any mood for writing anymore. It's been killed.. And why you might ask that this has even occurred? Ahhh ~ i can't even talk about it. It's soo.....urghh. But i can hint it though, "How far would to go to protect someone?", even to jeopardize my valued and much-fought for friendships to mend an old one of other people.

I think I've gone the furthest... and do i regret it? Yeah. During the time I thought i had done the right thing, but that just makes things worse for me. Hahaha you guys would call it being "Hero" but I'm not too sure if i am... I wasn't being selfish -- If i was selfish i wouldve left it and ignored everything and let those people involved eat each other. All i can do now is wait for these people to realise what really happened. I don't know when they would realise.. perhaps never? Girls can be pretty cunning. *sigh* So this whole year really became a waste afterall.

I did have good intentions in that everyone could be friends again ---- i guess you gotta break something to make something. Now i realise the value of my friendships was greater than the one i sought out to mend could ever be.

What can i do? Leave it.

A new light

Suddenly annoyed, I finally realised that my light bulb was screaming, " UNSCREW ME! IM GONNA TURN BLACK YOU BITCH!"... it had raged on for the past few months.So concluding that I'm cheap.. and the excuse? I'm an asian dude and i only replace my light bulbs when they burn out, OR when i notice that they don't flick on in the dark. Alas, i stayed true to my dying light bulb's wish and put it to rest with the other delicious novelties you find in the kitchen garbage bin :) Niceeee.

Inside the garage, i grabbed one of many light bulbs from a big box (We asians buy in bulk, because way it's cheaper!) and in one stride, my ass is scrambling up the staircase and i plopped in my new bright light!

In that moment -- I finally realised everything

When the truth creeps in. DUN DUN DUN!

Yo ladies! Yo FELLAZ! Ever noticed that when a blog entries first start -- it's like totally hilarious and piss-ball funny. So funnily badd that you're always cracking up till you get severe brain hemorrhages and plastic tubes stuck up your nose to regulate your jumpy breathing @ Hospital... BLA BLA BLA. Then! It gradually the blog entries becomes intensely serious and emotional, and you're like-- "What, I'm not able to laugh?NOoOoOoO :( i miss intensive care!!!! Woe to the hot nurses forcing their sexy bodies onto mine (aka.Sedating) and the disgustingly gooey substances which the hotties feed me with.....etc.BLISS!".
No laughing = BLOG READERS' FATALITY. dun dun dunn

Oh my gosh -- i wrote my last blog entry not even 5 minutes ago and like -- FARRR, it's so serious and boring (because I'm not telling you what's going on ahahaha). I feel like I've dissatisfied my reading-fans hahaha ;) Sorry babes, i got carried awayyy, and you know? You can relate it to eating food. Eg: You're engrossed with eating chocolate, yet the people around you are bored of watching you and WANT you to eat something else for change.

Is that analogy good enough? If it isn't -- your imagination isn't up to a 5 year old's standard ;) HAHA- no im kidding. Your imagination is finee-- just like, toss some Twilight Sagas + Mills & Boon into your skull and babes you're even more fine! Danggggg. Hahaha. Like seriously, I'm "virtually" asking you -- If this blog gets too complicated or boring for you to understand. Tell me and I'll tell you "That's okay !". Besides, sometimes I intended it for it to be that way. You see, i select the people i WANT to understand the few things i write about. Furthermore the people who don't understand....? I guess i havent been telling you much, OR you dont know me =P. Tuh, Stranger Danger LOL, GET OFF MY PAGE! hahaha



Anyway, I'd like to conclude that -- I love writing blogs, it's truly my internet bliss, second best to MSN. And if you don't understand what i write sometimes, then you're not really MEANT to understand ;), cause it wasn't intended for you. Sorry-- but, STEP INTO MY VINTAGE HEELS FOR A SEC AND I'LL EXPLAIN --Ahem--- You wouldn't really want the world knowing about your "life" THUS, the endless examples of analogies i love creating! Hahaha. So, in the future -- I hope i do my best as a blogger to ensure your stay in intensive care (if possible =)) so, you'll be sedated by hot nurses poking things in your body.


Ciao!

Jason Miraz - " Make it mine"

I'm irrevocably in love with this funky song! It's so groovy, you can really dance to it anywhere - from the beach to the mass @ church! So, thankyou, Alex Bencio..... ya hilarious Fillipino! =P
Well, let me condense everything into a nutshell from the events that happened on saturday... It was pretty darn hectic.. My gosh. I think I can now die from the fun of unpredictability... T___T"



6.30am - Biking, Walking, swimming --- then, walking and biking. With little Anna
10.25am- As soon as i got home in my daggy trackies - sis from the city called me to go markets
10.30am- FAIRFIELD MARKETS - Bought dresses & a nice top PLUS my witch costume
12.00pm- CHILLAX @ HOME
1.00pm - head off to Mena's the Beautician in Casula
1.30pm to 4.00pm - Ate @ Connie's place and slept in her lounge room... far away from Casula
5.00pm - Church (my jeans kept falling down =.=")
6.00pm to 11.00pm - Gone to Teresa's place for funeral anniversary mass and drove around with Justin
..& 5 of 6 buttons of the new top went missing in wrestling matches, involving heels
11.30pm to 12.30am - Got home. On the phone with a dear friend

12.30am to 1.30am - Msn :)


then Sleep ETCCC..
This saturday is just like any other saturday, except now, I'm doing what i truly want and i'm happy about it. I dont care about what other people think anymore cause "you only live once"(Chrissy!Love you chickababessssss). For example: After a year of wanting to get into a car with Justin driving it, i finally did and it was great friggin fun! It's sort of good that i didn't tell him how much fun i had, in case he did some terrifying wheely stunt...T___T". Omg, my heart froze when the car was thrown into a U-turn drift--- It was like, i was in the tofu car from Intitial D except this car was black and sexier haha.Ohh, it was fun and exhilarating nonetheless! :D:D:D:D:D. And who cares? ;) .. Oh maybe my mum. But what she doesnt know won't hurt her.

I RECKON...To do what you want is the best kind of feeling you can NEVER imagine, you only get it if you DO what you want. So therefore, I'll be staying at school-- cause i dont give a rats ass about anything but my close friends and my Uai. My motivation to do well will come from my eagerness to beat this one irritating guy: Mr. I-Like-to-make-you-feel-wretched (also known as, that ganga that won't ever shut up about pessimistic shit in your own head, "You cant do it","Teh, think about the risks, you're not strong enough") If it had a face, I'd duck-tape it with a million rolls.... And! i love the feeling of -- Not caring about what other people expect of me, I like the feeling of what i expect of myself. Agree with me? ;)

I feel like I've exploded into a world of freedom where no one can stop you except your limits, put there by the compliments of good ol' morals.(Thankyou babes! I love you ahaha). Think I've lost the plot? T__T" Nah Ah ! I still have my morals, just most of my fear of doing what i want has totally evaporated and condensed into skittles -- and bear in mind, I'll never eat them up again! Even if i do what i want, I still understand the consequences of my actions, so maybe that'll answer your questions if ive evolved into a emotionless,senseless--- Robot? (Oh no offense Wall-e.. You're lovely). Like, not so long ago--Oh a few days to be exact =O. I did something i wanted to do for a very long time, i knew "he" was going to be upset, but I've been upset for the whole year because i thought i was doing the right thing for everyone else and myself. LOL. Turned out to be for everyone but me :P -- and because of that, I probably lost a friend. But i had to do it.

I'd rather not lie to myself for the benefit of a particular person/peoples for even a longer time. "A longer time", Oh Shit.. That's even more depressing! LOL. So right at this particular moment --- I've done all i can and I'm waiting for an answer and it sorta sucks =P just waiting around feeling sort of feeling helpless. I just want the answer really," Yes" or "No" nothing else. I dont mind if its good or bad --I dont expect anything, or really insist on anything. Because it really isn't fair if you don't consider what someone else wants Haha :)

It feels like i'm becoming a better person for myself instead of a good person for everyone else. I mean, i still think i'm good for the people i care about but, i was just bad to myself because i was scared of the doing 50/50 risks. Friggin society..their expectations, their stereotypes, their conventions can all die now,oh I've let it get to me enough. Now it's time to kick it's big fat bottox! *SMASHbanggggggggcrackk*

Anyway, that's enough insight into the complex mind of an average asian teenager. Tragically boring aye? I know, it's in dire need of some exciting things =p. Hahaha - If i could re-act Romeo and Juliet to create some entertainment, i would! But Mr.Romeo doesn't exist or he's being difficult =) Soo, now it's time to fold my mind up ( as portrayed in the given image displayed above). LOL

Tell me about your mind ;) Hahaha. yeah yeah STUPID ASS question. But you know what? I dont mind or care :)
Hahaa.. See you Chickas & Fellas. Much Love & Happiness!

Yay! Ive done it =)

Woohooo! This calls for a celebration! Ive done what i wanted and im not sad or regretting it. Thankyou my dearest buddies for the support you've given me; LOL, i know i know it's been a rough year =P

So yeah, Atm. Probably a few people are mad and disappointed, but who cares, it's my decision and they'll get over it! You can't hold a grudge for that long hahaha. So i did what i wanted, and i'm happy about it, I don't even care about the outcomes that much because i got whatever i had on my chest out. I'm not talking about my boobs either T___T". Wait... well i do care, but it wouldnt affect me so much i guess. I've finally become a brave girl =)

Seriously, doing what you want is the best feeling ever. I quote from beloved Chrissy, "You only live once". So why wouldnt you live it the way you want? :) I guess ive made a lot of sacrifices and rid myself of some baggage over the past week, but hey! It's all going towards my happiness, everlasting... with no- strings attached to anything! Wooo-- Im so happy :)

Wants versus Morals

Have you ever wanted something so much that you'll do anything for it? Even break the morals that you live by? If you have, you're so brave. You truly are, hahaha, I don't have the guts yet. I think if i do get what i want, i'll be happy about it, but then the people who i'm close to probably won't be happy like me and disapprove it and everything.... In my case, the thing i would love to blame the most is "bad-timing".

Whatever i wanted happened ages ago, and i thought i had gotten over it, and it's been a long time. But still, I know i'm lying to myself cause i feel the same way, it's still strong today like it was ages ago. But maybe the saying " You always want what you can't have" applies to my situation and it'll probably go from downhill if i got it. Blehhh -- seriously, HSC is coming up and i can't be like this :) So in a nutshell:

1. If i get what i want, i'll be happy and then unhappy because i know ive done the wrong thing morally

2. If i dont get what i want, i'll be a bit down but everyone's still happy.

2nd option sounds better doesn't it? Because it's the safe option. Ahhh i can't talk about this anymore.

Ghost-Face Killah feat. Neyo - Back like that

LOL- No one reads this aye? If you do. Comment. It motivates me to write more ;)
Today I'm gonna discuss, "The Issue".

The Issue:
#1: Ive been single so long, i want to have a boyfriend
#2: Ive been dating so long, i want to be single.
The issue is: Majority of us girls are very indecisive :) And it's a bitch.
We're all like, " I'm single, but i wanna date a guy, but i don't wanna date,you know what i mean?"
Hell yeah, I know what it means - Every girl knows what it means! It's completely normal to feel that way :), I just feel sorry for the boy that's gonna be involved.

I was talking with someone this morning at 2am (haha,it's the guy's best interest is to stay anonymous). And he said a lot of things that i realised that were true:

The reason why some guys don't wanna get with a girl is cause she's too confused with her feelings. One day she'll be "yeah i like you!", and the next day she'll be like, " I mistaken it for something else, can we still be friends?". This annoys the shit outta guys, mostly because they can't do anything, esp. how us girls love to re-quote the guy thus degradinng his level of pride. I quote, " Its sucks cause we can't whinge, or we'll look weak".

Girls tend to think like this, "He'll do this and that for me cause i'm worth it, if he doesn't he's so not worth it".I agree on the bit where girls are worth it, but then again, would you do anything and everything for a guy? No. Unless you loved him or was utterly obsessed by him. If you won't do anything, you can't expect him to reciprocate. Girl pleaseee.. *rolls eyes*

And we all wonder why we're so "complicated". I reckon most of us like this:
Us girls all want to know there's someone waiting for us after a long day, because it's a nice feeling. Along with that, we want to have the freedom to do whatever we like including hang out with other guys cause there's no better substitute for ego-boosts.Flirting, It works wonders on the self-esteem.LOLL. We also want some boy to be jealous so we'll feel even more special and talk about amongst our friends.Oooo. Thus, we're a hot topic, so to speak.Ever wonder why we talk so much? We want to be called every night, but we want to call whenever we like. We want to be spoiled with gifts yet spoil others so little. So, we're pretty selfish ;) We want the boy who's waiting for us at home to understand our crazy antics + behaviours and not get jealous or start a fight. And when the boy leaves us, we get upset. We don't understand what went wrong, we were so happy. And now you hate him. He gives us reasons: Like, we flirt too much, we go out too much with other guys, we never call him much, you never give him anything, you don't let him go out with other girls, don't you appreciate his devotion to you.However, we still get mad at him cause we think we're worth it and he just doesnt blardy see it. "Ass-hole", is screamed.

There's a reason for that, it's "Do it to them, before they do it to you".Don't get me wrong, but you boys do it too =p.This is "The Issue", we try to incorporate the "single" and "dating" life into one. Sometimes it works out, if the guy is lenient, understanding and is willing to sacrifice his "mind" when you go out with a bunch of girls and guys or maybe he really trusts you. Ngawww sweeeeet. It means he thinks you're worth it ;) Oo la la.

Ohh, my darlings ladies. Dont you feel for the guys now? See how much shit we put them through? :(. Cry with me.... LOL, nah don't cry you pussy =P ..But if he treats you bad, then just put him through shit.

Shudder

You're screaming. Your eyes flutter open.Fingers grasping reality. "It's all a dream", you tell yourself. But it felt so real. So real. So real. It could become real... LOL,Pfft no wayyyy.

Maybe 100% of you people know of the dreams where you feel like your falling and suddenly dumped in the middle of your bed OR you can feel --- things happening. Like feeling intense emotions or being thoroughly kissed?Oh It's just an idea :) You know as well as i do that many of these dreams are suspenseful, exciting, scary and extremely interesting...Pity that many of us forget to write it down before we forget the darn dream. Is it true that dreams represent something that may happen in the future? That's what I've always wondered.. If so, does anyone care to interpret this dream that has been bugging me for months...? It's like a story. I don't know the end. I was killed in my dream before i knew what was the end hahaha

Shudder
"Camp. What a way to finish off procrastination at school, You'll take things seriously afterwards". The principal's words still rung in my ears. Irritating, it's been a month since.

A good ol' camp in the no-where of nowhere. I really didn't mind camping, it was one of those things i never minded in my life -- plus it was enjoyable to watch the materialistic girls going psycho at the sight of one power point with 5 suitcases of straighteners, dvd-tvs, electric blankets, foot baths and what-not.I wouldn't be surprised if they could fit their boyfriend in their make-up kit.

I stared out the frosty bus window - it's probably about 10 o'clock at night. Bah! A 6 hour ride? "Where the hell are they taking us?" I muttered to my friend.

No response. I looked into the empty space next to me. Unsure, i laid my hand on the empty seat - - - it was cold. Just.. too cold.

Alarmed.I stretched my head up and quickly glanced around the bus. Strange.. I dont see any of my friends. In fact i don't see anyone i know.Wait, I just don't see anyone's face.The two rows of students slumped to sleep, hiding their faces. Odd. I thought i saw someone sit next to me. Suddenly my back arched forward.The bus halted to a stop.

"Get out, Get out!", yelled a husky voice. Murmurs of annoyance soon filled the atmosphere. Every head sprung up from their slumber. My wary eyes didn't recognize anyone. Frightened, i hastily clutched my backpack.

That's just a preview :P, I realised this dream is way too long and i'll probably start writing a novel haha.

Too long.

Typical situation: Oh my goos--hhh, I havent written anything in so long! I so need to update myself. So much has happened! I'm going to write everything that happened because it's been so hectic and exhilarating?

That's happening that right now! However to much dismay, I know myself and other people too well,and I'd probably die if i read another opening line of " Omgsh, so much has happened! I gotta recount"..etc and quite frankly,dying doesn't up on the things that tickle my fancy.Suicide, Oh God forbid! It's a known fact that people who are bored either write blogs, read blogs or is stalking the writer.

The only people reading this right now is probably my bestfriendssssssssssssss & the excessive "s"s just totally emphasizes how many bestfriends that exist in my life. I love yous. You know who you are! First off are my CCNF gangers - You babes make my life bliss-tastic!( and i wholly hope that such a fantabulous word exists!) Each and everyone of you are different and that just really opens up a new part of me.. like for instance, Rowena you make me wanna re-live preschool, Khanh you make me wanna do things i dont wanna do but now i'm tempted..You whoreeee :(, Vee you make me wanna have fun wherever and whenever i like and i really dont give a shit about what i do ;), Thanh you bring out the most hilarious side of me: i can't help but tease you all the time!, Bryan, I swear you have a unique humour that blows me awayyyy, Cathy Vu -- Because of you i know I'm absolutely Heterosexual =), Chris -- LOL, Maybe we shouldnt have met each other in year . Seriously.

They're my gangers and school would be so boring if it weren't for all the dramas we all stir up. Oh nothing too bad, it's just a pad in a pencil case ranging to carved nudity rubbers. Don't ask.

I love yous forever & ever babes :) !
Okay: Now an update on my life - S'all good (H)
There's always things you'd never expect to happen though.. Something i really dreaded.
Well, here's some advice for the girlies. If you've just gotten out of a relationship & you're not interested -- make it clear that you're not interested, i really urge that! Honey, there's always a boy who can't take a million hints.


*sighs*

Note:This has been a draft for over 3 months

Girls, let me ask you this ! Do you dread it when these two forces meet?

Parents & Boys....

And the Majority of you would say --- Yes. And why is that so? It's because most of us are Asian, Ha! Enough said!. Isn't that right? ;) Hahaha. Yes, i know you've all heard the case of the:
"You think your parents are strict!?!?!? Look me meee, Look at meeee!" * in that endearing Kath & Kim aussie accent*
I reckon most of us girls like to think, "Fuck, it's my parents' fault that theyre strict!"...
Well "LOL" at you, I just think that your parents just don't TRUST you enough. Make sense? Oh! I'm so excited about this that I'll even toss in an ANALOGY:

Trust. What is it? It's just allowing somebody to do something and having confidence that the person will behave responsibly or properly. (That was so taxed off Microsoft word). And how do you get it??? :D

Trust is like baking a nice cake. It takes a long time to get the chocolate from Switzerland and the milk from England and the eggs from your lazy ass chicken. WELL ANYWAY, it takes a while for you to make the chocolate layer, then a vanilla layer and another strawberry layer..and then decorate it with metallic balls, cream and fruits AND FINALLY you've completed this cake that EVERYONE absolutely loves and would do anything for... however, it only takes one big or little bite --- depending on the size of your mouth --for you to make the cake look.. URGHHH.

That's just like trust, hard to build and hard to keep and VERY hard to make it look attractive for others to trust it =D

Okay, I'm pretty over that analogy, well anyway, i gotta admit something. I was one of the girls who dreaded this trust issue and just when i thought i had it -- I took too many bites out of it, like, i would say i'm coming home from a party at 11pm & step onto the front porch @ 2am <-- And that did totally happen.Thus, my cake had been eaten up. There's nothing left *sighs*. Haha, time to bake another cake. It'll probably be a mud cake -- since they're known for their long period of validity and structural stability -- meaning, the cake won't budge, it's that freakin' dense!LOL The density is pretty much equivalent to a thick-head of your annoying sibling(if your parents happened to depressingly conceive one). Warning: Do not eat mud cakes from Maccas or any cafe unless you're utterly deranged & want to die early.Want me to be honest? That cake is older than your great grandma.

EUPHORIA EUPHORIA EUPHORIA

It’s only three words my GENIUS: *I seriously can’t be bothered—read the title!*

Yesterday was an awesome day, and I’ll quote the words of my Chemistry teacher:

“It takes pain to know what happiness is”.

Haha ! And since I’m so HAPPY, I'd even draw it up for you!!!!

VOILA- Well, i don't want to go into depth but that particular day was a turning point in my young lifeee, and whoever was there for me that day, i wanna thank youu soo MUCH! Muah! I love yousss :D

depression due to the deprivation of a working bike

(photo: Me & Ronald)

People who know me reasonably well - know that i love bike riding. And yet, i haven't biked for close to 3 months now =(
Reason? Popped tube in the back wheel.
Why can't i fix it? Because i don't know how to + If i try, i have the capability of totally distorting it's appearance.... yes, it's possible :(
When will it be fixed? When someone's free! :)

You're probably thinking -
"Geez, if she can live without it for 3 months, then why not the rest of her life?!?" and all i need to say is " Have you even rode a bike in your life?!". Bike riding is a mad hobby which can always put the excitement in your life, and the following INFATUATION reasons are:

1. You get fit (& maybe after a while look smexy ;).. LOL, I'm just playing)
2. You get to experience a new kind of FREEDOM, which is amazingggggg
3. You can go whenever and whereEVER you please
4. You know the cars are always HONKIN' at ya ;) LMAO. That's half true.
5. You can spend ALONE time with your thoughts + It's Stress-free time.
6. You feel relaxed when you stop pedalling as the wind is blowing in your face
7. You make your younger siblings think that you're so COOL (Y)
8. You mum trusts you more when you have a bike. I dont know why.
9. You always end up doing the grocery shopping. YES! AN EXCUSE TO GET OUT!
10.You shall never go hungry... Maccas is only a 5 minutes bike-ride.
11.You will always get to spend time with your friends. Regardless! :)
12.You interest the opposite and/or the same sex even moreeee
13.You will start to Ooze with confidence... I think =/
14.You might get teased a lot by your friends if you're a chick. DW, they're just jealous ;)
15.You get a chance to see & admire each environment you pass through--eg.Park@sunset
16.YOU MIGHT GET A MAD BIKE FOR YOUR SWEET 16th! ;)

Um, they're not all the reasons i can think of because i wanted to stop at the #16 so i can end the list with my joke :)..SOoOOoo FUNNY! You better LAUGHING!
It just shows that i really like bikes, and for the people who didn't get my joke-- You probably don't know me well. Or never went to my birthday =P. I bet you're thinking... "why is she so into bikes?" All i can say--is-- the Blue Boys are into bikes-- thus they got me into bikes.

It all started with jogging sessions from 5.30am(for me?I was always late=S ) till whenever @ a local park.Ronald, David (which are two of my fav blue boys)and I started jogging together, we all had our different reasons to jog=D, after we'd jog till we all sweat, we'd have ..maybe a long 1-2 hour chat and go eat ..haha, our fav brekkie was: HONEY CHICKEN +PORK ROLL. LOL, now you might think-- SHESHHHH! Jogging and then eat? Dumbasses. Well you DUMB-ARSE, i lost 5 kilos in 3 weeks because of that jogging so nerh :D and Ronald+David+Me increased our endurance like crazy & our cardio. It was such a fun time ! Each morning they'd come riding their bikes to the park, and each morning it reminded me of the fact that i---- can't really ride a bike. So during those jogging lessons, i'd practice riding the bikes - i mastered the BMX easy - wooHOO, but Ronald's mountain bike was-->>T___T"

The guy is about the same height as me.. haha, okay he's a bit taller, maybe a lot taller... BUT STILL, this bike was massive! And he'd dared to tell me that it was a small bike ! (i think). Anyway, the boys enjoyed laughing at me whenever i attempted to hop on the MAMMOTH(yess, i'll name it after Ronald's mountain bike). And i guess i kind of gave up on it. So it was always me on the bmx with David or Ronald on the BMX with me or on the mountain bike.

Girls, NEVER EVER DOUBLE WITH DAVID-- i swear he scares the crap out of me. The time i lost trust in his biking skills were when i was doubled on the bmx bike with him and he was riding the bike directly under tree branches so it'll ACCIDENTLY knock me on the head T___T", that was OKAY, but right after that --- instead of thinking STOP WAIT LISTEN WALK/RIDE @ the traffic light intersection on a busy road, it was "I GOT THIS!"....David thought he could make it across the road without needing to stop T___T"..

The light was green..the little man was red..Ronald was peddling onto the crossing..David got onto the crossing too..A car turned right towards our way..Ronald stopped in time in front of the car..David was behind Ronald and nearly crashed into Ronald..the bike swerved..haha, and then me and david fell off the bike onto the road, my leg was stuck in the bike,the car was beeping. So, i freed my leg,i jumped up and ran away across the road with a bruise on my ass :)..

THE END!! Bike-Crashes has seemed to become common when us three are together. Those are just memories now, It's the HSC year and ronald and david have been busy @ studying so i don't think it's a good idea to re-live those memories especially how it can cause PREDICTABLE injuries =P. Hahahah. Even so, i can't wait to get on a bike again.

Spend my life with you

"Spend my life with you" - Eric Bennet & Tamia.

That song is soOoOoOo sweet ! I really adore it ! And ladies you can guess why ;). Girls you know what i'm talking about-- remember how we occasionally get those tingly sensations all over our skin when we hear or see something that totally has to power to make us "AWE" in adoration. Well these are one of those songs ! I really feel like singing this song at the next wedding i'm gonna go to! Can't you imagine it? Everyone's gonna sway on the dance-floor with their beloved .... Mmmm, it sounds really good.

Gosh, about weddings! I haven't attended one in over a year! I really miss going to weddings, they were such a blast !

Comfy in a couch on a Winter-like Autumn Night.

Well, i bet you're thinking- Oh my gosh! Why isn't Margarita keeping this blog alive? It's tragic! It's already been a month of silence!

Well, if you were dramatic as the show DAYS OF OUR LIVES then you'd think that way :)
Haha, guess not. At this very second i'm sitting in a warm couch with the laptop plopped on my lap surrounded by Vietnamese music which usually contains lyrics about lonliness, cheaters and heartache. My brother loves this music, maybe these songs reflect the way he feels about girls. SHAME ON YOU ALL THEN, rah rah rah >=(


It certainly is making me feel depressed. ... BLEH ! Thank god for house music, it can always get me into a groovy mood and go totally bonkers with dancing (H).


*OH MY GOSH, my brother put that lonliness+sadness song on repeat*


Anyway, i'll talk about my day :). Today i had my maths test which i didnt really study for or finish the exercises on, but i got a really good mark =). It just proves how dumb i am for not studying for it in the first place, i could've done beter. But who cares, the Maths half yearlies are next week and, BRING IT! That's right, my half yearlies are next week -- WooOoo HoooOOoo. Which means the week after that is CAMP CAMP CAMP, and most likely certain smexy girls keeping me up all night. I love them. So yeah, My ancient history teacher also chatted to me today, apparently someone said something to him-- The idea of my wanting to leave school?-- He probably isn't the best person to give me advice on it as he's not really motivating me or helping me learn in class. Funny contradiction aye? My most passionate subject has the less-passionate teacher i've ever encountered. That's soooooooo cut ! I want to take up extension as well !

:(



Ooo, and today in chemistry, Cathy, Thanh and I were busily talking about nails, buffing nails, shiny nails, dull nails and rubix cube boy. Lovely isn't it?

Blue Boys

I'm going to hop on the train to Newcastle in exactly one hour! So before i go into the unknown future bla bla bla.. I'm gonna write another nooby blog for the sake of it =)

So in a nutshell, the Blue Boys is a group of guys from a private school who who wears blue uniform. How and why i met them is .. something really random. Gosh, everytime i think about how i met all of these guys, i just crack up laughing because its so weird. But i love them all the same haha even if theyre all quirky. Theyre the best guy mates ive ever known in my life to be honest.

Right now is the holizzzzzzz, so i'll probably be hanging out with them, bike riding,breaking chairs, throwing lynx cans into bonfires hahaha.. the whole lot

Since my first and foremost sacred entry was very nooby for a noob.....(lol)

I'm going to be generous and WRITE another blog which isn't so nooby cause i've done this once before ;) LMAOOO--- I got this.!

Well, about myself hrmm. i can put to you that I'm a Girl =D Yay-ersssss for girls! I'm still in school.. I love school so much (btw while i am typing this, i'm not at school...just shows you how much i love school =D).I'm unavailable for you silly boys.... but I'm always available for my girls ;) haha. Nahh, just playing I'm happy with one boy and many girls, two-four boys is too troublesome, ahh nutcases. I'm Vietnamese ! Yess... Vietnamese.. (azn pwide? LMAOOO yuck). Naww, I love my country -- i just like to tease 'em. OH YEAH! That's another thing about me. I love to muck around and tease everyone. OK! Next. I like my life.. it's very awesome! Just so that you know? I'm hardly depressed so i won't even think about writing that overexaggerated " i wanna kill myself" bullcrap -- Ngaww happy? Shit. I just thought about it T_______T. Well, literally but not purposely..

See? There's just too much about a person! ARFGHH..I'm just gonna write what I'm thinking rather than about myself and what i do and how i do...

Oh! Almost forgot. I love CCNF they're my babessss, I love my families, i love my friends, i love blue boysss they're such awesome fellas, i love FOOD OVERALL, i love dresses, i love jewellery, i love vintage, i love art,i love to cook, i love little kids.

In a nutshell, i LOVE EVERYTHING. So pretty much, I'm just optimistic :)

A New Beginning (That sounds so pro).

Mahh Gawwwwwww !
Well, I can't believe it either! MARGARITA HAS FINALLY MADE A BLOG.. after 4 years of everyone hassling me T___T"
You know, i never thought this day would come. Crazy aye? Never once during the Teeny Bopper Reign.. (we're still in it btw), had i thought of making this.

My inspiration = PEER PRESSURE =(

I don't know what you write in the "first" entry -- Zomgsh, it sounds so damn SACRED. Like your first baby steps or your first kiss...(Arghh, hated that). I've noticed Other people write about their love lifes.. umm.. lost of love lives and total non-existence of love lives.

HAHAHAHAH! I loved laughing at those blogs. So damn friggin hilarious! Like, i don't mean to be rude.. but stuff like this comes outta them. " You shattered me into pieces and only your love can put me together again. Baby, you're my UHUUUU Superglue!"..

LMFAOO-- Ok Ok T___T" I made that up, but you get the drift yeah? If you thinks that's a total knocker--- you should read teeny bopper blogs. I can compare it to the "The Days of our Lives" over-dramatizing show. AND THAT -- I won't even tap into. I'll die of ROFLS. Teeny bopper Over-exaggeration is a gift of laughter, a gift from you-know-who ;)