Really.. I'm not in any mood for writing anymore. It's been killed.. And why you might ask that this has even occurred? Ahhh ~ i can't even talk about it. It's soo.....urghh. But i can hint it though, "How far would to go to protect someone?", even to jeopardize my valued and much-fought for friendships to mend an old one of other people.
I think I've gone the furthest... and do i regret it? Yeah. During the time I thought i had done the right thing, but that just makes things worse for me. Hahaha you guys would call it being "Hero" but I'm not too sure if i am... I wasn't being selfish -- If i was selfish i wouldve left it and ignored everything and let those people involved eat each other. All i can do now is wait for these people to realise what really happened. I don't know when they would realise.. perhaps never? Girls can be pretty cunning. *sigh* So this whole year really became a waste afterall.
I did have good intentions in that everyone could be friends again ---- i guess you gotta break something to make something. Now i realise the value of my friendships was greater than the one i sought out to mend could ever be.
What can i do? Leave it.
